Dated Today

Dear Uno,

I've been contemplating on whether I should or I should not create a blog for you. And it looks like I've already decided. Nothing much happened here since you left. It's been a month and three days since we last saw each other. Nothing new. I'm still missing you like hell since the first time you left. But I get by. Don't worry about me. We shared enough memories together during your rather brief vacation here couple of months ago. I kept on playing those in my mind. And it eases the pain. It's funny though how a person can feel pain and loneliness as well as bliss and joy at the very same time.

I hate to say this but I terribly miss you. Haven't heard from you since that Wednesday. I don't even know where you are right now. I know though that if I ever cross your mind (which I hope very often) you'll wear a smile on your face. I like it when you smile. It makes me happy to know that I am capable of making you happy.

I still can't believe that after all those years, you still have the power to melt my heart as if it's the most natural of all occurrences. I find it even hard to believe that my wish was finally granted although I still wish for more like "together forever". You know what I mean.

Absence makes the heart grow fonder they say but seven long years of not seeing each other and not hearing anything from each other makes the heart frigid. But that was not the case. Seven long years of absence sure froze my heart but the moment you stepped into the restaurant that day you ignited a feeling within that has been dormant for ages. It felt right to succumb like it was meant to happen that way.

I just went through the emails you sent me way back. They all made me remember of the unlikely love that we once had...a topographically-challenged one. It's like a time machine. A personal time machine and suddenly it's 2002 once again. I recalled our last conversation. You said: Read me like one of your books. I'm starting to read it and I like it.

That's it for now. I know you're busy and all but I do hope that sometime before Christmas you'll give me call. I may not be a huge fan of the season but I'm wishing that one day my wish will be fully granted although some of them came true even before the season started. You know what I mean.

Always and Forever,
Loiue